Very important the loneliness
Overdriven and contra productive
I feel so alone
But I have to go through
As a man I have to
But the sensitivity overcomes me
Lets out all what’s in me
About all in life what’s damaged me
I must come clear and need to see
Far away the friends have gone
Tomorrow I will buy me a gun
And do the same that Kurty did
Blow out with a bullet all that shit
Help me god or let me down
Uncountable are all my frowns
Crying is what I have unlearnt
Searching for the reason I lived for
In my early life
The reason was you
But I treaded you so very bad
In contempt of all I felt so glad!
If you will ever read this!
Pleas accept my sorry!