Dear God, My Father, faithful friend and lover!
I am sorry for all the pain you suffer
cause your love & your tender care
is not seen, judged and rejected
not perceived and not received.
This must tear your heart to pieces
fill you with sadness and tears
give you impression that your heart
doesn´t count, doesn't matter.
How lonely you must feel
so longing to be known
so wishing to be heard
so enjoying to be, share and give.
How deeply you are love
how deeply longing to live in union
how deeply enjoying to be discovered
that still you can forgive -
seeing in me all you desire.
Can it truly be -
that you so long for me
that you chose death to give me life
that you have put your beauty in me, inside?
I am sorry for all the moments
I didn't see your pain & longing
I didn't take my time to listen
I didn't see or feel your heart
I am sorry that I was not there
so ignorant, not taking care
considering you for granted
blind to the tears you cry
so longing to be mine.
How could I not wait for You
not ask you
not share with you
not follow You,
but thinking that I am alive
that I know what love is?
Today I want to tell you,
my precious Father, friend and lover
your Life truly counts
without your breath & kiss
I am death inside.
Your heart is indeed my only treasure
the only source of my life's real pleasure
Your beauty is beyond measure
Your tender love my delight
that awakens me, inside
to live for You -
Love of my life.
I am yours, like you are mine.
I long to live in union with You
I desire to meet with and discover You
I wish to be your lover.
Kiss me, hold me, consume me
with your presence and your passion
share with me your secrets
satisfy your longing in me.
You are the longing of my heart
You are my only treasure
You are my Precious One
who really matter.
I care for Your heart desires
For You, I am there
I love you, too!
Your daughter, friend and lover.
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Published on e-Stories.org on 07/30/2020.